Last Post of 2008

So this is it, 2008 is finally over. I am both apprehensive and excited for this upcoming year. I am planning on making this year, a year full of personal growth and development in every aspect of my life. I am nervous for what lies ahead, but I am ready to take on whatever comes my way.
Hello 2009.

Tonight I have work. 4-8?9?10? who knows when I will actually get out. Hopefully not too late. As for tonight's festivities, I am not too sure what I am doing. Matt's house perhaps? or Josh's? I am not concerned with getting completely shit-faced and bombed for the new year, instead I would just like to be surrounded by some good friends, and relax.

I am going to quit cigarettes for the new year, start getting back in shape and start working out again. I leave for vacation on Sunday and am not in nearly as good of shape as I wanted to be in, but oh well. I hope to enjoy my time on the cruise to its fullest extent.

I think this is all for now. Work awaits in a half hour and I managed to write 4 paragraphs about absolutely nothing. Cool. I hope to post a lot more frequently in this in 2009 also, but who knows.

See you soon.

Happy New Year!

I dont even know.

I am currently in my present state of mind. Where I find peace all of the emotions that exsist inside of me. I am slowly drifting back into the realm of my own realitly. What lurks behind the sheets does not dare whisper love in ones here. This conquest is far to great for the depths of a single souls understanding. Where ever I find happiness is where I shall rest. This conquest has only begun.

new blog, blog new, blog.

Just wrote this poem, doesn't have a name or a face.

Enjoy.

We exist between the pages of penmanship we create,
And for lack of better words, it defines who we are.
We can only be who everyone else wants us to be.

Nothing but the feeble minds of today’s youth
Will shake the hands and open the doors of tomorrow.
Crumbling beneath this red winter sky tonight
Will be all that I need to satisfy the agenda of others.
We can only be who everyone else wants us to be.

We construct the dead ends and refurbish our misconstrued thoughts
To fit the exact mold of those who’s hands are dipped in gold.
In big bold letters the headline will read:
We can only be who everyone else wants us to be.